Saturday, October 31, 2009

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TU... (segunda parte)

Maybe I should change my way of seeing things, you might forget once and for all you exist, you may need to put aside my past and start living the reality, a reality without you.
If you can not have your essence, no longer has any sense to hold on to this story, which I am acting alone, and which certainly expect a fatal outcome, full of sadness, full of loneliness.
I think it's a bit late to start a new life, as appropriate, would modify relevant aspects. But I can find really important in my world, if there are only remnants of lost illusions, wishes that I could never do. Reviewing the tangle of thoughts in my mind, unwind the paranoid need to find induced desperately worn by a brief story with you, only memories and nothing else. What a life so decadent
've been locked up in a fairy tale, in which, paradoxically, there are no fairies, I have overwhelmed each of my days with the irritating desperation to know where you hide. The harshness with which comparison to others makes me even more reprehensible, but despite all this, I failed to find an alternative that is sufficiently reliable, as redundant and falling into depression that tormented my conscience whipped.
The uncertainty that comes over me for not knowing what awaits me if I keep locked in the maze of feelings, makes me waver in my belief, those who have forgotten in a corner in a place called subconscious. I hoped the holocaust of my life, wickedness comes over me as I go, or perhaps would be more convenient, to say back, because frankly I feel I'm in the opposite direction to the path in my master plan, which should be you.



CROWFALLEN ... THE ...

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

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TU... (primera parte)

ever I wondered ... what if I had had the courage to say what I feel for you.
Maybe not now painfully keeping the immortality of my fantasy. The one where you have lived for many years, torturing my soul, my self-esteem self-conscious. It's absurd how despite how bad I feel I can reach, I clung to this tortuous sentence. It is also ironic that miss you, all you get is away from reality, which is assumed you are.

I do not know if I continue with this nonsense of trying to escape from my reality. The tangent that I used, I only brought more misfortune, stifling my spirit and my existence bordering a more miserable end, what could possibly want.

I'm damaged, the anguish of knowing that I live the edge of the cliff, it makes me weaker, more vulnerable, more fragile. My soul in agony, feels trapped in a body withered by exile, awash with sadness. And, being surrounded by so many people do not feel assured me alone, because that is how I've felt much of my life.

In the lobby of conscience ruined me, I write about an old book of yellowed leaves, pieces of my dreams with you. Those who on waking, are trapped in my head, trying in vain to get away from me ...


... THE CROWFALLEN